Update

So let's see, i haven't been on this thing a while. Sorry guys it's been pretty busy. I've been at my job for a little over a month now and i love it but i know it's not what i want to do for the rest of my life. I'm going to remain there until i get my degree. My friend kelly is going to help me find a two year course so i can get started.
As far as the family goes, schmeee is schmeee haha, cheesey just had his tail amputated but atleast he's healthy now, dale well he's never home anymore. Poor guy, always has to travel. This Louisiana job is killing him. Gone 8 days and home for 3. I know we've been through worse than this so i know i can handle it. I just miss him. Makes the heart grow stronger. Then there's me...since dale's been gone i usually work or go out with a few friends. I've been getting to know the night life in dt nashville. Very different from cleveland. The ppl are nicer and the places are indescribable. Oh betty i found the best sushi place. Nothing like we use to get back in ohio. Holy moly. Hopefully one of these days i can share it with you all but if not then i hope to get back home and see you. Missing everyone immensly.

Oh my, working again!

So this was my first day back to work in 7 mths i believe. It's great to be working again but it's so overwhelming. I still get nervous for a bit when i go in everyday but hopefully that will pass. It's so completely different then the job i've known for 16 yrs. I actually work for someone else and only getting one day off at a time is killing me at the moment. Again im sure i'll get use to this. I lost 5 pounds in 7 days which is worth the 8 hrs of running my ass off. In the weeks to come im suppose to be completely on my own which freaks me out like nothing else right now but atleast i have all the support in the world. Thank you friends, family and especially my loving boyfriend who has calmed me down in the last week more then he ever has our whole relationship. He's such a great man and treats me so well that i hope he realizes his own potential. This is going to be our yr. I can feel it. Things are finally falling into place for us.